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Thursday, November 13, 2008

changed skin! :D haha. decided to choose some few months ago skin instead of those from top skins of the day, cos when i start blog-hopping, sure got someone use the same skin. so lame. T.T rather use some skin tt's very old but no one use alr. ;D

omg. under influence, i think i need to lose weight alr.:S can shed like 4kg i also happy.
BUT PROBLEM IS. im suffering from SEVERE muscleaches right now! since sunday's dance lesson. in my calf only. and now, i cannot even tiptoe.:x it will hurt like mad. i thought i will have muscleache in my arms instead! cos of umm, WAVING. haha. i still cant figure why i have muscleaches in my calf! >< at least in my arms, i still can go running. but in the calf, like anything also cannot do can. T.T ohwell. on a happier note. my knee's healing!

and since now's like 1.30am. i shall blog as if today's thurs alr (though i wanted to blog it as wed).

hopefully my knee will totally recover and muscleache will disappear tmr! spose to go for stretching thingy frm 1215-1 then go for MAD. thinking of asking yingqi to go w me. since they allow ppl nt gg hwachong to go also.:D so cool rite. like public open class liddat.

anw, nowadays, im addicted to listening to my ipod. i insist on listening to it before i slp, even though it will be for a few minutes only before i fall asleep.xD and then i'll wake up like 5+ to realise tt my ipod is still running. gt new songs from my dance instructor.(:

& i really ADORE songs tt make ppl feel like dancing. :DD or at least groove to. haha.
maybe this is why no matter how flexible i am, i dont think i will ever think of modern dance, ballet or chinese dance tt kind.xD it just doesn't feel right!
& ppl like to insist tt im lying when i say that i did not achieve my flexibility through training.:S

i think i suck. seriously. went ps today cos gt organ lesson there. and of cos, since im like so damn free, i went earlier, to walk ard. and guess what. YES. I BOUGHT SMTH. omg. i wasn supposed to! i jus gv myself and excuse to buy it cos it's on sale.:S then i walked past sasa and i rmb i want to get smth from there. but i was like FORGET IT, and zoomed past it.:x

BELLA KOH. 44.72 BAG. IT'S ON SALE. QUICK GO GET IT. FOR ME. :DDDDDDDD

my organ's dying. i cannot improvise like how my cher did. i looked at how she improvise and was tempted to peek at how her brain functions.:S like omg. i will never think of such an improvisation. so cheem. i cant even think of such improvisation. much less write it down. HELP.

AND WILL SOMEONE GIMME COURAGE.
i think i know what the outcome will be. but im nt willing to accept it. so im still giving it a shot.
for my own sake.
i need the right timing. and courage! i dunno how to bring myself to do it. but i will do it. it's a matter of when.
i hope when the time comes tt i have the courage, it will not be too late.
i need to do it soon.
may god bless me.
for this is my chance to lead a new life.

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